crazy

So yesterday I found out something that has totally turned my world around. It makes me sick to my stomach just thinking about it. I can't put it on here but can only express the emotions that I'm going through at this moment. This seriously will hurt one of the people that I love the most in life and I can't do anything about it. I can only decide to make the decision whether or not I even want to expose it. Have you ever been in that place where whatever you decide could possibly alter another person's world forever? That's where I'm at. I'm right at Pandora's box and I'm about to open it. If you feel the earth shake for a second..then it's because of me. I just don't get it. I'm hurt..by one of the people that I loved as well. Everything is going to be crazy, and my heart will break as well but I have to do what's right. Pray for me.

Hello...is this thing on??

Hey everyone!!

Just a quick update over here. Not much going on. Most of you know that I'm knee deep in school so my life is pretty much over until the Christmas holidays. But just wanted to let everyone know that I'm doing great! Well, as good as could be expected I should say. Gavin is doing great too! He's absolutely LOVING kindergarten and that makes me happy. Believe or not guys, I think he's starting to finally come out of his shell. Yay! Other than that, I've decided that I'm not going to do anymore dating anytime soon. I took the Summer off and surprisingly enough I enjoy the fact that thAT part of my life is drama free. I figure that I just need to finish school, get a good job and get a place of mine and Gavin's own before I try to bring someone new into our life. Granted, it does get a little lonely but right now I'm so busy that I fail to notice. I probably will go through my usual "holiday depression" once my break hits. What fun! But anyways, that's about all that's going on with me. How is everyone else doing??